how to change back into what you once were

[Ari]

i'm about to say things you dont want to hear.

first, there is ALWAYS someone else out there.
there will always BE someone else out there.
there isnt such a thing as the one. i used to think the same way you do, you get caught up in the emmense love you feel, and that is real, im not saying it isnt, but you need to know there are others out there in this world that will make you feel the exact same amount of love.

you have to think in ways other than those clouded in lust and love and need and comfort. if she is perfect for you, she wouldnt need you to compromise yourself.

if she needs you to be female, and you arent female, then move on.
i know youre scared of being alone, what that means, but you should NEVER love anyone more than yourself.
this isnt selfish, it is survival.

i also know you wont listen to a damn thing im saying, but i needed to say it anyways, because its true.
youll find out in the end.